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Ek Ladki Hi Jo Mujhe, Mujhse Jyada chahti Hai

एक लड़की है जो मुझे मुझसे ज्यादा चाहती है दुनिया भर की बाते, आकर मुझे बताती है रूठ के मुझसे पास मेरे ही आती है।  मेरे ख्वाबों को अपने, वो पलकों मे सजाती है  हो जाऊ कभी जो उदास, गाना बेसुरा सा गा के सुनाती है  जूठे वादे करना आता नहीं है उसे  बस बात जब मेरी हो, दुनिया से लड़ जाती है  खामोशियों को मेरी, ना जाने केसे जान लेती है मेरे दर्द मे मेरे साथ, आंसू वो भी बहती है  खुशी हो या गम, वो साथ सदा रहती है  जो कॉल पे बात करते करते सो जाऊ  वो नहीं मुझे उठाती है  मेरी गलती पर भी, ना डांट कभी लगाती है  जानता है नहीं कोई मुझे उससे ज्यादा  साबित ये वो हर बार कर जाती है  आखों मे मेरी झाक कर, हाल दिल का मेरे जान जाती है तकलीफ मे हो खुद,फिर भी देख मुझे मुस्कराती है  जो ना हो कुछ घंटे बात, तो नाराज थोड़ा हो जाती है  मेरी हर ख्वाहिश को, बड़े ही हक़ से पूरी करती है हा, एक लड़की है जो मुझे मुझसे ज्यादा चाहती है. Inspired by a poem of Amandeep Singh 

I want to love fire

Now, I want to love fire but I don't want to burn things. But, I'm scared of fire. It's like the fire is inviting me,  but I know how dangerous it can be. At the same time, I don't want to be afraid of it anymore just because I got burnt once. God, I can't even remember if I got burnt once. Maybe I'm so afraid of getting burnt that I've created a false memory in my head. I want to play with matchsticks. I want to flick the lighter. I want to feel the warmth of the fire. I want to see my hurtful thoughts turning to smoke in the yellow flame. I want to be fearless. I want to write my toxic feelings on a paper and set fire to it. I want to see that paper turn to smoke and ashes. I don't want to be afraid of getting burnt. I want to love fire. I just don't know how to love fire

S.T.A.Y

It's the minor gestures of love that matter. she never asks for expensive things. all she ever wants is to feel loved and respected in the relationship/bond you two share. you don't have to buy her jewelry or take her out on dates in some expensive restaurant. Instead she would want you to get her flowers, take her out on walks, eat street food and do all the crazy stuff in the middle of the road. she would want to talk to you about everything from how her day was to the thoughts that bother her at night.She would want you to sit by her side under that sky full of stars and absorb all the gloom she has inside her.  all she ever wants is - to feel alive ofcourse, she will love and protect all the gifts you get her. but it really doesn't matter if it's costly or not. for her, what truly matters is the gesture of love behind that gift. the fact that you took efforts for her, to maker her feel special. this will make her heart melt. this will make her and this relationshi...